i dunno why im back here.. plain weird but i guess i want to type. a lot.
first of all, i used to have this class mate. first time i met her, i knew, she was a one piece hardcore of a b***h. i told my bff, i don like her. yeah, i may sound childish but seriously, it was a major case of Hate-at-first-sight.
she sat with Julie & her gang, that was in 2008. she was that loud asshole who thinks the world revolves around her (she doesnt realise that ppl hate her though) & always make it seem like she’s the nice girl next door.
now, i noe im a quiet person. i don talk much but i listen. & i see. i’ve seen stuff about this classmate which made her even much more disgusting to me. trust me, all of these, it is PERSONAL experience. not from other ppl. just me, directly from me.
i do noe for one thing though, when i spent time with her, i start cursing & cussing a whole darn lot. is it the influence? or was i just meaning every thing towards her?
now, call me weird, but ppl think that im best friends forever with her when, the truth: she’s the most hated person in my phone book. i hate her more than i hate my brother. imagine that.
i don remember this one thing, she started hangin out with me & Mas just after the 2008 June holidays. i noticed 1 thing, & i wasnt the only one. it led to Faiz (Mas’s longtime on-&-off date) comin up with this particular theory, how me & Mas started doing badly for our papers etc. u get where im going??
well, we got retained the end of the year.. get my gist??
a huge part of me blamed my carelessness of course, but e small remaining part puts the blame on my environment. see e road im going??
anyways, i typed a whole lot of my feelings on FB.. & her family don seem to be taking it well. well, it was meant for her, not her family. theres nothing i can do rite if they don like it??
& in retaliation to wad she wrote on her blog, i guess thats why im writing this. i do not regret writing all of those on FB. let everyone read them for all i care. she deserves it for the sufferings i went through while she was around. she’s not neccessarily a gd fren, now come to think of it, i never was myself.
ive always believed in “What goes around, Comes around”. she had it coming. after all, if she never did took any of those actions she took, these things wouldnt have happened & i wouldnt be dissing her like this. i noe, its harsh, but she thinks she’s a strong girl. she’ll THINK she’ll be able to get thru this one. (since she got thru a lot of stuff already it seemed) (or at least that’s wad she said)
i bet she doesnt remember the stuff that she did to me, but ive paid them back in full price. i might get IT back at me but for the time being, i don really care. thats it then for the weekened. all my anger done up in the beautiful world of Facebook..
ps: ouh btw in ur blog, u hoped that im happy after doin this to u. well yea, ur hopes werent dashed. i AM MUCH happier now. so thank u.