in the O Hub rite now… thinking wad me should be doin…
i feel so depressed.. for i dunno wad reasons… i just feel so god-damn sad….
weirdly enough, its not about the match we’re gonna be part of this evening..
everytime i see u i feel happy. but as days get by, everytime i see u i feel sad. it’s just not the same now that it’s best for me to stay away, not that i’ve always been near.. but i suppose, it’s time to move on don yer think? time to get a grip on myself & get a move on now that u’ve found sumone to be happy with…
as long as ur happy, i think i can always be happy..
yea, it may sound so idealistic but hey, that’s wad im really feelin now o.k….
sigh sigh sigh..
i noe when im not good enough.. i never will be good enough for anybody.. no guy ever would ever dream of being with me.. i’m not pretty, i’m not voluptous.. all i have is just layers of fat & a crazy personality…
thanks to u though, i’m even quieter now, not gonna be able to face anybody..
it’s ok, i’ll just bring my downer self away from u.. & perhaps, just play my anger away during the game later…
