new term, new months to come…
seriously, i can’t wait for the end of the year to come, i’m starting to feel the tireness of life, n heck i’m getting old…
met my aunt a couple of days ago, asked if i’ve a boyfriend.. i was like, “Huh, boyfriend? Sapelah nak ngan Nadia, Mama Ani?”
n she was like, u noe how aunties can get when they talk about this kind of issues.. i mean, puh-leeze, i’m only 19, why the heck should i have a boyfriend?? a lil’ bit too much time don’t yer think if i’ve one??
sometimes though, i’d imagine life, how’d it be like if i’ve a boyfriend.. i’ve a lot of friends who are in relationships, even more who are not… then u get ppl comparing boyfriends bla bla bla… it’s not like i give a shit but there are just times when ppl look at u like, “Hey, I’ve a boyfriend, do u?”… u noe that sort of thing, it’s crazy really n i don care but sometimes, just sometimes….
it’d be really nice to noe that i DO have someone who’d at the very least admire me from far or something like that.. i’m not pretty, i’m fat & dark, n have a very humid sense of humor… i look fierce all the time, ppl don bat an eye when i walk past… i’m clumsy, lame, n not necessarily that intelligent.. i mean, i can’t even pass off as a dork..
why r we talking bout this again??
anyways, the girls’ hockey team got thru to Top 6, n will be soon fighting for the 4th position.. i’d be really lovely to be able to go that far as a team.. i’d say this is the best Hockey team i’ve been on, n i’d definitely miss the core playars of the team nex yr.. Pet, Fatin, Farha, Wani, Dayah would have graduated by then.. n then Hui Ting wont be able to play cuz she’ll be 21..
talkin’ bout 21, Frankie won’t be able to play for the school’s rugby team nex year either…
i’ve still a long way to go… 19 feels like 91 sometimes….
